5:45 PM
<3
<3
Eun-ki asked me, at that time in the tunnel, why didn’t I avoid the car? Even though I told Eun-ki that I don’t remember, I remember the reason very clearly.
At the time, I was exhausted by the world and by my lot in life. And this present life of mine, even if it ended this way, I thought it wouldn’t make a difference. And that in the next life, I would definitely meet Eun-ki, and we’d experience that ordinary kind of love that everyone does, the simple kind of love that everyone in the world, no matter who they are and what they do, gets to experience. That ordinary kind of love.
I want to start all over again. This is what I think I prayed to God.
- Kang Maru
can my future husband do this? ):
LOL EVERYDAY.
one of the things that hit me this past week was the topic about a boyfriend. after watching so many dramas, the feeling of love sunk into me. it’s always so heart warming to see couples fall in love with each other. when i’m finally ready to get a boyfriend, i want him to my first and last. being heart broken really scares me and when i am in a relationship, i know that the both of us would be giving it our all to make everything work out.
the past few days have been pretty bad. on wednesday i nearly died because of an allergy reaction and nothing seemed to be going right at all this week. since its 12 am, i wanted to say ”yesterday’s” frisbee team dinner. i really had a blast! it made everything seem worthwhile and i thank god for giving me the chance to hope in frisbee again. i was still debating on whether or not i should join the team next year, but after the team dinner, i think i definitely will! the people are amazing and i think i’m starting to love them again. we finally got our jerseys and we even got a team picture! this is one of my best days yet! afterwards, most of us bussed home together and it was pretty late. i had a nice conversation with mark on the bus and i really enjoyed talking to the other frisbee-ers. :] when i needed to transfer onto another bus, i felt grateful that tony said he and the other guys would wait until the bus came, so i could go on safely. it really made my day! when i got home, i finally read the poem that mark wrote me. it was the funniest poem i’ve ever read & it made me realized how much of an impact all the frisbee people had on me. why did i ever think of not wanting to try out for the team next year? i think i’ll miss them too much. i love these people too much <3